My members area

I am putting my own films and photographs behind my own door, on my own site, which is a thing I should have done a long time ago and am doing now for reasons that are partly about money and partly about something I find considerably more annoying than money.

It is not open yet. The door is built and the rest of this page is how it will work when I open it, so if you are reading this and want in, the thing to do is write to me and say so.

Why I am doing this myself

The platforms take a cut of everything, which I could live with, and then they take things down, which I cannot. I have had a film removed for looking like something it was not, judged by a machine that had decided what it was looking at and was wrong about it, and there is no arguing with that and nobody at the other end of it who is going to go to bat for anyone in this line of work. So the thing I want to be able to say to you is this: what I put in my own members area stays there because it is mine and the door is mine, and the money goes to me rather than to a company that will drop me the moment I become a nuisance to their card processor.

What it is, plainly

A part of my other site, True Power Dynamic, that only opens with a code. My films, my photographs, and the odd recording of me talking, which several of you have asked for more than you have asked for anything else. It is mine and it is not a social feed: nobody can post in there, nobody can message anybody, there are no comments, and you will not find yourself in a room with other members, which is deliberate on my part for a dozen reasons and one of them is simply that I do not want to run a forum.

What it is not

It is not a cheaper way to see me and it does not get you anywhere near my diary, and I would rather be blunt about that than have you join under a misunderstanding. If you want a session you apply for one in the ordinary way and we talk properly first, the same as everybody. Being a member is for the people who are never going to be in a room with me, either because they are nowhere near London or because that is not what they want from me, and who would still like something of mine that is better than what I put out in public.

How joining works, step by step

It is a bank transfer and a code, and it is deliberately old-fashioned, because I am not handing my takings and my customer list to a payment company that can decide overnight that women like me are a risk category.

You go to the members entrance and ask to join. The site gives you a reference, something like AV-7K3Q9X, and emails it to you along with the amount and my bank details. You send the money with that reference in the payment reference field, and that reference is the whole mechanism: it is what tells me the money that landed is yours rather than somebody else's, so if you leave it out or change it I have no way of matching you to it. When I see it arrive, I confirm it, and the site emails you your code. I do that part by hand, so it is usually quick and it is not instant, and if I am mid-session it will be a little while.

Then you put the code in at the members entrance and it remembers you on that device for a month. Keep the code: it is the only way in, it is yours alone, and if it turns up somewhere it should not be, it stops working.

What I keep about you, which is almost nothing

Your code and the date it runs out. That is the lot. No name, no address, nothing about what you looked at, and your email address is deleted the moment your code has been sent to you, because the single sensible thing to do with a list of men who have paid for an adult site is not to have one.

On passing things on

Your code opens one membership and it belongs to you, so if it turns up somewhere it should not be, it stops working and that is the end of it. The work is mine, it exists because I made it, and it is for you to watch rather than to put somewhere else.

Questions people ask

Where is the members area?

On True Power Dynamic, which is my other site, and your code is what opens it.

How do I pay?

By bank transfer, with a reference I give you first, and that reference is what tells me the payment is yours.

What do you keep about me?

Your code and the date it runs out. No name, no address, and your email address is deleted once the code has been sent to you.

Does being a member get me a session?

No, and it is not meant to. A session is applied for separately, the same way as everybody else.

Members entrance